I have been feeling discouraged like crazy over the last week and I figure at least venting in some way is a good thing.
I have a life, amazing friends, family, I am truly blessed. I have a good job (not amazing but good) and I love doing things from going out for drinks to go karting, as long as I am with the people I love in my life I am a happy guy.
I have been single for over 2 years now and I havent been looking very hard for the love of my life and I have been lucky enough to have beautiful girls around me so I have not had trouble getting with girls it is more the whole dating thing that hasent happened in a long time. I don't know what it is but it seems I have not been able to find a datable girl one who complements everything I do and that I do the same so everything just meshes amazing. I know that finding someone special is not easy but I feel on this journey of life Which brings me to what I need to say...
Since I go out all the time, do things with my friends, I am always in the public and since I am in the public I have eyes that find beautiful girls that I feel I must say hi to and try to get to know a bit and see where it goes. I have recently noticed that a lot of the girls I talk to have boyfriends but they seem to only tell me after I get there number... I am feeling really frustrated because I feel that I should not be getting these girls numbers if they have boyfriends, I don't even save these girls I just laugh and tell my friends. I guess what I am wondering is should I stop doing what I do and feeling compelled to talk to the girls that surround me?\According to my guy friends it's all good don't worry about it kind of mentality they don't give a shit if this girl has a boyfriend I should go for it. I want something real, something that at least feels forever even though that is a crazy word I know. Do you ladies think that if you don't look you don't find or do you think she will fall into my lap and that's just the way nature (god) works? I guess in reality I will never stop being me and since I am single I shall continue to flirt and some girls will have boyfriends and some won't but don't give me your number if you have a boyfriend!
Thanks for listening