We want each other, but she's got a boyfriend

[imagineallthe]

Typical... she's scared because of her commitment to this guy, family ties etc., so she chose the "safe" side (for now). Perhaps she will realise what a guy you are, because you sound amazing too, and maybe she'll understand what she's giving up. They don't really sound like a match made in heaven so who knows - it might be over soon. Good luck to you :-) Very smart to not see her as much anymore, it will definately make her think of you more during the time you're gone.

[spike_spiegel]

The boyfriend is in town as of today. I'm feeling pretty shitty right now. It's been 4 days since I've seen her. Kinda hard when we spent nearly every day together at least for an hour or two in the last couple months. I thought it would be easier =/