A short story of ´us´. Please help.
* He is 20 and Im 18.
* We have known each other for years, but never dated, just flirt.
* He has a girlfriend and they are non-stop ON and OFF, If u know what I mean.
So a year and a half ago we were kinda friends and we flirted through msn and phone,
but never really talked about it in person. He was young and liked to play, I was young
and just wanted a boyfriend. So we lost contact and a few weeks ago I contacted him
and send him my new phone number.
We started talking and said we are gonna go out, but then he ´forgot´ my number and just didnt write me for a week.
Then he called and said If I have time to meet him, it was late at night and I just said yes, you know I didnt wanted to
miss my opportunity to see him. I just wanted one chance to show him the real me, because I was always SO shy with him.
We went out and talked in a car and he was saying that I look cute and he wanted to know what my eye color was, so he
came closer (we didnt kissed, I guess he really wanted to know what my eye color was lol). Then he said that we can go out
the next day, again. When I came home he and I talked on FB and he said he is thinking about me and that he cant stop thinking how beautiful I am. Later the next day he texted me that he has a tooth pain and he cant come. I was like ´yeah, whatever´.
And when I asked him If he is okey the next day, he said that I cant write him (at the moment) because he is with his girlfriend.
He and his girlfriend are together for like a year and a half plus I think they dated be4. He said that its not the way it use to be.
I think its not fair to his girlfriend and to me that he is saying things like that to me. He broke my heart many times (I was never in love though) and he also said sorry to me because he was such an ass-***** a year and a half ago. He is the reason why I dont believe in man, so I never had a boyfriend (Im 18, yes).
So my QUESTION is:
Should i leave for good and just wait that karma comes back around and break his heart OR should I play along, play that I believe him and wait that he falls for me and then break his heart like he did it to me? I know its not good to be bad, but I feel like I have to do something to show him that I was a better choice for him and that its too late now?!