Hi all,
Just wondering whether you could offer me some advice, I am really scared.
I have been going out with my bf for just over 5 weeks and over that period things have been intense but amazing. He is perfect, he loves me and I love him, we've been away together, have things in common and love being with each other.
However yesterday afternoon, out of nowhere, I got this horrible knot of dread in my stomach about whether my feelings were real or not. All of a sudden I was seeing him completely differently, we hadn;t had an argument or anything, things were completely normal, and it was as if I didn't have the same feelings for him anymore, and it terrifies me.
I've felt sick all day because I can't justify my feelings. Maybe its because things have been so intense? The thing is he is leaving for Germany in 6 months (he'll be there for 3 years), and we have been talking so much aboutnthe future and spending out lives together. Do yo think this is partly to blame?
I've spoken to him on the phone as he has gone back home and he seems pretty upset and confused, as am i. I have no idea where this has come from, I was head over heels for this guy on Friday and now I just don't know what is going on.
Has anyone else had similar experiences or could offer me any advise because at the moment I am a wreck. I don't want to break up with him, I just desperately want to get the spark back that I had for him just a few days ago.
Thanks all
M.