I met my current boyfriend 3 years ago thru my parents business of chicken houses. His family moved from Florida to tennesse to have them. He's been my best friend since. About a year and a half ago we started gettin feelings for each other and it just got stronger with time. We were together a lot so we figured it was just one of those phases people go thru were they think they like each other but they really don't. But it was different we both tried to act like we didn't care about each other it was just a friend thing. Yet we both died inside when the other talked about other people or was dating someone else. We've been dating for almost a month and were just taking it day by day. But it's really awkward because neither one of us really know what to do now. We are best friends and we just took it to the next level. Although I don't have sex and he has so we can't do that. And we spent the night together a lot before we dated yet we never did anything sexual. And now that we are dating we still haven't. And it's really confusing for both of us. I feel as though we are both scared with it all because we don't want to screw it up because at the end of the day were still gonna be friends. I mean I'm at his house all the time without him there because I'm so close with his family. And I really don't know what I would do if it ended because I can't just atop being his friend and i honestly don't think I can look at him the same or be around him with out having the hurt upset feelings so it just won't be the same. We don't ever txt each otter and we don't chill a lot so it's really confusing. It was also a big issue for us to date because my parents don't like him. But they are ok with us dating now. And this is what I want and I love him to death and he says the same but he says he doesn't really know what he wants but he asked me to be with him so I thought that's what he wants but he says that he's confused and the main problem he has is my dad and brother. Bc my brother is highly annoying and always causing drama and my dad talks down about him to my brother and he tells him. I don't think I should be punished by losing him because of them. I just don't know what to do at this point please help me