Confused, befuddled yet still in Love

[VNLifegood]

Hello All,
It seems that whenever joining a forum, one should properly introduce themselves.
My name for the time being will remain anonymous due to a friend of mine who once use to follow these forums. They were never a registered user as far as I know, they were too shy.
I am a medical student in India at this time. Originally from the US and I will be returning there in some time as that's not only my home but the place I wish to live the remainder of my life.
I got married about a year back, at a relatively young age. I have been in and out of 3-4 serious relationships but the marriage was something both my wife and I agreed to. We were very happy at first, spending time as we could with one another but lately things have been brewing in an ill manner.
I hope that being part of these forums I can learn to manage my relationship better and bring things back on course with the girl I love very dearly.
I know each individual contributing is incline to be biased to their own side, I wish I could say I was not going to be as that would probably offer the best view into any relationship. But rest assured, I intend on contributing to others in whatever way I can. One of my strong fields in my bachelor's was in relationship management and psychology.
Now I hate to admit, I am terrible at applying those to my own life and relationship, hence I come to this lovely forum.
Hope to get to know all of you well and work together for better relationships.

[smackie9]

Wow I'm curious.....lay it on us dude.

[VNLifegood]

Have a look in the Love Advice forum. I posted there about what's going on. Really, I'm at ends with myself over how things have been. Really been breaking me apart in ways I never imagined and turning me into an individual that I am sure no one ever knew I could be. In the past, when my most recent ex cheated on me for her female best friend (Turns out she is bisexual) I ended up really going down the drain for a year. Was definitely not the feeling anyone should have to go through, especially when we were going strong for a year and she chose not to reveal what her feelings were for another 6 months. I ended up finding out on my own that she was cheating while still stringing me along for a hell-ish ride. I fear the same thing, and perhaps that may something more about how I am and less about the girls. Or I just have very bad karma. -Laughs-