Im not quite sure if im into her... Maybe i just cant admit it to myself.
Hey,
Im a freshman in high school and ive known this sophomore girl for 4-5 years now. Shes liked me on and off and has a boyfriend now (whom she complains to me about), but still texts me and always talks with me at church. Before when she first told me she liked me (4 years ago), i didnt really know if i felt the same way, but now im leaning on yes.
Every time i see her i cant help but smile (last time i walked toward her and just couldnt keep from smiling)and feel really happy for no apparent reason. I feel like i can talk to her about anything, and shes the only girl who ive ever really felt comfortable around. My friends and sister think shes a psycho, especially my friend. Ive been joking lately about asking her out and my friends just say "dude are you stupid?", but although its just jokes, i feel like theres some part of me that really wants to make it happen? But then again im not sure.
My sister says shes still into me since she texts me so often, but i think im already in the friend zone after pretty much rejecting her 4 years ago... but im really not concerned with what she feels about me, i cant dven get my own feelings sorted out. Help? :/
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