Sometimes I feel even bad to talk about what I'm feeling because of people who tell me that that's just the way it is.
I know that, and I try to feel better, and I know my life is pretty good, just right now it feels pretty bad.
I hope that I could be strong all the time, to have the ability to just decide that everything is o.k.
I can't, and pretending that this is not the case will probably won't be that helpful.