I hate to say it, but I agree with Boisdevie. You have posted many many questions about your marriage and how to help it. Either our advice isn't working and you should look elsewhere for advice OR you haven't even tried the advice given OR you are a bored little drama queen who may or not be really married with nothing better to do but seek anonymous attention from a bunch of strangers.
If you are married, put the effort you put into posting here to go and get some real world help, counselling would be a good start. Maybe from there you can determine whether or not this is a relationship you want to keep investing in.
'People are never perfect but love can be. People waste time looking for the perfect lover rather than creating the perfect love' - Princess Leigh-Cheri from Still Life With Woodpecker.