I really like this guy who is more than a friend but less than a boyfriend. He really loves and cares about me, I honestly don't understand why. He's a 19 year old freshman in college and I'm a 16 year junior in high school.
When it comes to him wanting to Skype or pics(nothing sexual, like normal face pics) I get insecure and flake out on him, every single time and it hurts me because I know it hurts him cause he really wanna Skpe. And I'm scared that I'm going to lose him because I'm so self-conscious and I always think that he could find someone better and someone that could give him what I can't and it stresses me out. When it comes to him I'm insecure cause we're out of eachother's league.
Any advice?
What should it do?
How do I make it better?
Btw I really do wanna Skype with him, but I can't cause I'm Soo worried and I also have social anxiety and I'm not really use to talking to guys without texting. So yeah its all new to me. Thanks for your time c:




