This is what she wrote to me
" Hi
I'm sorry I didn't respond to you earlier.
I had to think about it just a little longer to give you my honest answer.
And generally, I don't think this relationship can still exist.
I will never move to Canada and start my life over there.
You have to keep going, and find somebody who will be perfect for you.
I know you can make it. You are different person now and can easilly meet somebody.
I don't want, to confuse you any longer, about us.
I wrote what I really felt and think at this moment."
I guess she is still not ready for change, and just lives for the moment.
I am rather shocked how she treated me over this month, and
finally know where we stand, i hope she doesn't regret it later.
P.S. i was expecting it, so i am really not crying, but have answers.