First a little history. I've been on and off for 3 yrs with this woman. When it was good it was great but when it was bad it was hell. I always felt like everything and everyone else in her life mattered more than I did. I told her once that I didn't like how much time she spent talking to her ex husband when she was saying that she didn't have time to talk to me. So, she dumped me and started dating him again. I tried dating but couldn't get over it. After a couple months she wanted me back and I told her that it would have to be different. It was for a while but we just seemed to fight about everything. I always said or did the wrong things.
Fast foward 2 years and I barely survive a massive heart attack. I told her that I couldn't handle the stress of fighting with her anymore. Well that made her mad so she left the hospital and sent me mean texts for 2 days. I try to talk to her hoping she will see that she's hurting me but no change. In my opinion she should've been trying to take care of me and keep the stress down. Instead I find out she's started dating other men.
I feel crushed and betrayed. Her excuse is I shouldn't have dated while she was messing with her ex. It's all my fault for not "bending". Well I have bent until I'm broken. All for a woman that I loved with every thought.
Sorry for the long post I just need to get this off my chest. Any advice? Suggestions? Why can't I get over her? Especially after this...