You just have to keep looking. I've kissed people and was so aroused (sorry for the TMI) and excited but the thing that stopped me was the logic in the back of my mind saying, this guy is not the one.
I did meet a guy once, didn't even have to touch or talk, one look across the room and I felt myself melt from head to toe and when he smiled, I swear my insides felt like they were on fire. SADLY, I didn't get the chance to talk to him. Sometimes I wonder if that person could have been my "one", and the time wasn't right and I also wonder if one day, we will cross paths again when the time is right. I really hope so. I mean, it didn't take much, but I feel like if I ever meet him again, I know it will be the last time I ever look for love again. That is how sure I am.
No, nothing is ever simple, lol. Life would be boring though if it were. Did I mention this moment felt like slow motion? Man, I wish I could go back and relive it. Only time will tell.
“I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched.” ― Edgar Allan Poe
Wish for a pile of shit to turn into gold hard enough and guess what? It's still a heaping pile of shit.