So Im at lost right now. I dont know what to do anymore. I cant get over my ex and I am trying to damn hard. We broke up last Feb and I still cant stop thinking about him. We had just started becoming friends again, because I work with him and he lives down a few places from me.
Everything I thought was going good. I got really drunk Saturday night and pretty much had a break down..I texted him a whole bunch of stuff confessing my love for him again. :[ I told him so much stuff. He texted back saying its been almost a year and I said yes I know but there must be a reason I still want you. I told him I believed we were soulmates. He texted me back saying he didnt care about me anymore and to leave him alone.
So yet again Im in the akward embarrassed stage.. i tried apologize to him the next day but he didnt say anything.