This is a LONG story but I will keep it as short as possible.
- 9 Months ago my girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me
- I was devastated and went through hell
- she turned her back on me completely, as if I didn't exist
- I would have done anything to get her back
- We went through a phase of hating one another
- I finally started to move on after 10 months
Well now here is the thing.
The other night we met accidentally in a bar, started talking and my ex ended up crying into my shoulder about how she misses me!!
Despite cutting me off completely, and acting as is she has an amazing life without me she ends up in tears over losing me.
Now here is my dilema.
Recently I have started dating a new girl in work.
I quite like her and she quite likes me.
We have only dates a handful of times but there is alot of chemistry going on.
On the other hand I still love my ex to pieces but not sure what to do.
Do I risk losing this new girl by rekindling things with my ex? (Losing self respect in the process after all she did to me?)
I love my ex to pieces and always wanted her back, but now I can't decide.
Or do I risk starting a new relationship with someone I barely know? Losing my chances with my ex?
So lost!