My first post so be easy on me.
I met a girl in my local in a bout June 2013 I fancied her immediately. But had a boyfriend and thought she was out my league anyway.
After a few months of flirting each way, one night after drinking just me and her, as boyfriend was working away. I walked her home and she asked me in for a drink. After a good chat she asked me to kiss her so would of been rude not too. Apparently she fancied me from the instant we met as well.
We have been meeting a lot and talking, kissing feels like I have met my true soul mate. She tells me she loves me and I love her (sorry for the soppy stuff) but she just can not leave her boyfriend even though they have different views ie kids etc, she wants them he doesn't. I would love kids myself.
The main problem is we were caught by her boyfriend kissing in her house, and even though she said she would leave him at some point since then we have spoke very little. But can tell in her eyes she still wants me.
She is all I can think of, my job is suffering feels like I am going mad.