Relax... I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts - can you show me where it hurts?
If the name of the game is to blame myself, don't worry on that score; I've done enough of blaming myself. Thank you very much for your support and for not being afraid to tell the unvarnished truth. Religion has more to do with people's psychological makeup than you think, although it was not the sole cause of everything.
It's my fault. No problem.
Oh, my God. Jon is going to have a lot of 'splaining to do in the afterlife, which will probably begin shortly after he gets hit with a lightning bolt.
Anyway, enough about him. I don't care about his nutty ass. I'm concerned about why you let this fool string you along for such a long time. I'm thinking he was something to hide behind so you didn't have to face a real relationship, and the terrors of the possibility of being left by someone you love, etc.
I feel you. My parents: violent melodrama. My history: married a man I didn't really love because love freaked me out. My attitude toward you: total sympathy.
So you made some mistakes. At least you're not legally bound to this kook. Aren't you lucky? You must be in freefall, though. He provided a certain amount of structure to your life, even if there was no satisfaction there.
So now what?
Spammer Spanker
So now what?
Freedom.
[/SIGPIC]"There's coffee in that Nebula."
Captain Kathryn Janeway
Star Trek Voyager
my bf is from the bronx.
baby ya hustle. but me i hustle harder.
Relax... I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts - can you show me where it hurts?
Quit acting like a martyr. You are supposed to do these kinds of things because they need to be done, whether or not people are deserving of it.
You aren't the first person on this board to advocate service to humanity, and you mistakenly (and arrogantly) assume you are the only person around here who serves.
Relax... I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts - can you show me where it hurts?