Best way to get back in touch?

[Gigabitch]

He does NOT want to hear from you.

You also might want to consider, Siren, that it's possible he's told his wife about all of this and you'll have to contend with her if you try to contact him again.

Even if you didn't mean any of it, if you had done this stuff with my husband and tried to contact him again, I'd clean your clock. Just a word to the wise.

[IndiReloaded]

Please. You are fantasizing about this guy. He's married. The fact you were his student makes no difference. Students get crushes on their professors ALL the time, its about the power of the position.

Why are you posting about "even if he left his wife" unless you are thinking about it? The apology thing is just an excuse to contact him. I guarantee he is perfectly fine living without your apology. I doubt he's wondering every day "Why hasn't she apologized yet??"

Find some single guy to throw yourself at. Not a married man. Geeze, have some self-respect.