Its not relevant whether your r'ship is good or bad in this instance. You need to forget the Egyptian regardless of whatever else happens. That was just a holiday thing and to him its nothing. Focus on something real back home whether it be on your r'ship or finding a new one. Egypt certainly offers you nothing. Judging by what you wrote I think you know this but its good to vent. The fact that your 21 is key here. Your young and should be focusing on school and your future not r'ships so much.