our bodies are much weaker than our spirit.

[misombra]

Maybe they know she has issues, too. It could be a commonality that would allow you to bond more closely to them...

you're right vashhhh. i can't let my mom isolate me from the rest of my family. i'm still close with all my cousins and i've talked with two. i'm going to be happy to see them. last i saw them was a family reunion. they all have kids and they remind me of when we were kids. i don't want to miss out on that.

my mom has too much power. but it's about to go away.

this has been such a rough patch. i feel completely exhausted. my energy has been spent. finally started the crying last night. there's a lot of pain right now but a lot of light in spite of it.

i'm ready to celebrate life. i can't wait to go fishing next weekend and get away from it all for a while.

[misombra]

a song my grampa liked:

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZvtcuTeJ4I&feature=related"]YouTube - Donna Summer THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAMS******[/ame]

[misombra]

to dream the impossible dream
to fight the unbeatable foe
to bear with unbearable sorrow
to run where the brave dare not go

to right the unrightable wrong
to love pure and chaste from afar
to try when your arms are too weary
to reach the unreachable star

this is my quest to follow that star
no matter how hopeless
no matter how far
to fight for the right without question or pause
to be willing to march into hell for a heavenly cause

and i know if i'll only be true to this glorious quest
that my heart will lie peaceful and calm
and when i'm laid to my rest
and the world will be better for this
that one man scorned and covered with scars
still strove with his last ounce of courage
to reach the unreachable star

[Illusional]

does that mean i don't get my hug raverboy?

<--------<3-----------> come here.

wow, you are really trying to push your luck here huh? first you won't show me your tits, and now you want a hug??

raverboy

[misombra]

if you hug me you'll feel my tits by default. if you look down you might also get a good view.

now come here raverboy i'm ready for my hug.

[misombra]

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRsJlAJvOSM"]YouTube - Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven[/ame]

[misombra]

more bad news, if you can believe it.

a man i used to work with in the group home for 10 years given a month to live. that was 3 weeks ago. and another guy that was my co-worker (we were all like family) they found out he has cancer pretty bad.

i'm losing all the men in my life.

[Illusional]

i'm losing all the men in my life.

but you still got me.. i'm younger than you and i'll probably live longer than you.

raverboy

[shh!]

Probably not, illusional. Males have a shorter life span than females.

Sorry, sombra. It seems like you have had a disproportionate share of heartache lately.

[Tone]

People get out there and LIVE because life is too short.

Sorry for this rough period, sombra.

[misombra]

more bad news. the friend of mine that was diagnosed with cancer was given 6 months to live. tragedy.

[Illusional]

Probably not, illusional. Males have a shorter life span than females.

Sorry, sombra. It seems like you have had a disproportionate share of heartache lately.

but remember.. mis is OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLD... haha j/k.

raverboy