Well, I ran into her at the tanning salon about an hour ago or so. She was with her little sister, we talked for 15 minutes about life, car accident, jobs etc.
She had to leave to get ready for work, I asked her if she wanted to hang out later tonight and she said no.
I was like lol why, she said "cuz I don't want to".
Then she said "what is there to do?" and I said we'll find something.
My hope is dwindling and after tonight I bet will be gone. I can then stop contact for good, and try and move on.... Although I do not want to, I love her so much and am so broken right now, but maybe it's best.