So we broke up in January, seen each other off and on unofficially since then. Randomly we'll spend a few days together then I wont hear from here for weeks until I finally cave in and text her. Last time she was at my place she looked to see how many condoms I have left and made subtle remarks about me being with other girls. I think that kind of means she is a little jealous but I'm not sure. Anyway, I was pretty tore up for the past few months becuase of the break-up. I barely eat or sleep, it is improving. I don't think I would ever date her again given the oppurtunity however I think I still have feelings for her. I get upset when I see her with other guys and even thinking about her with other guys makes me really sad.
Are these normal feelings? Can anyone explain a little what is going on emotionally? Do I actually have feelings for her still or is this just part of the break-up progression?
I was with another girl for almost 5 years and never went through this, so this is pretty foreign to me. Oh and this is probably important. There was a time when I loved this girl unconditionally and more than anyone else, but lately I can't seem to remember why or how I felt that way ... I know that I did though. Anyway, any feedback would be nice.
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