Hey guys. New here. Just wondering if I could get a bit of advice.
Some things I mention may sound naive or stupid but its not meant to seem like im a jerk.
Been with my girl now for just over a month. She lives 50 miles away. Not far but with work I dont get to see her all the time. Shes 25 and im 23.
We both have lots in common (naturally) and every moment we have together is really enjoyable. We match well in that department.
Now its onto looks. At first I thought she was really attractive. Shes quite a big girl and usually I dont find that sort of girl attractive at all. Now we have become more intimate. I have seen her without makeup and in her natural state I am beginning to believe I dont find her attractive at all. I keep thinking in my head I can find someone better looking.
Some things like this have happened in the past with other x's but after we have ended (because it didnt work out) I have felt gutted.
Dont know what to do about it because if im honest its mostly her weight that now puts me off.