why do i always end up posting in this forum?! i guess i carry a lot of problems, i mean, love problems, with me.
this time the situation is kind of funny, anyway. i must tell the whole story.
so there is this girl and i. we got too close, waaay to close (well, never got to kiss xD), and by the time i wanted to clear things up, she said she wanted only to be friends with me. i really liked her. and i always knew she was in love with me, but she never wanted to accept it and i guess i didnt struggle enough to have her in the end.
well, i am a very sellfish person. i NEVER lose in ANY situation. so, losing that time hit me really really bad.
so we haven spoken for 2 years. not even a word.
then she texted me but i wasnt that interested and i didnt answer.
well, in the other day i texted her. she answered me with a long text saying she was missing me, shed like to talk to me to become friends again and etc etc. weve been talking ever since. she has a boyfriend, but i dont really care. she keeps saying that she has no patience for the guy and i am her way to forget the problems she has. we kinda flirted once, then in school she would winkle me or smile at me.
oh forgot i to tell!
i told her i dont want people to know we talk. in fact i dont want. people from the outside always **** up and, like, she has a boyfriend and that shit will go on and on.
i told her about dating. she said she would be glad to go on a date with me. we will eventually go out. so. i really want to make out with her.. then perhaps to build a soft relationship. but she broke my heart once, and i am not willing to be made a fool of again. im not as in love as i was back in the days, but she is a really exciting girl..
big text simple question
is she or is she not fooling me?