Hi Fireandrain, I sense a lot of frustration and hurt in your post. It's okay to feel this way when a relationship comes to an end. It's okay to let out the hurt.
I have a couple of questions for you. You mentioned that you met over the internet, is this a long distance relationship? How did you get attached so quickly? (It's only been one month). To emotionally disconnect you must know what it is exactly you are feeling. How are you feeling right now?
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~