Hello, i'm recently having a problem with a girl in my class in college. I've sat next to her for about a year, and always found her attractive but only since the past 4 months or so those feelings have changed dramatically and i honestly believe i'm in love with her. the strange thing is though that i've hardly spoken to her but i watch her talk to other people and feel like i know her personality, she's the most beautiful person i've ever seen, and appears to be shy, yet very friendly and kind, whereas me, i don't consider myself to be attractive, i'm incredibly shy and always keep my feeling and myself just to myself. i can't even sleep properly for months, and she's just the only thing keeping me going right now, i can't live without her, yet i know i'll loose her forever by the end of spring if i don't do something about it.
It's a dream really because i know there's no chance in hell of her ever being interested in me, but i've come to the stage where i don't care what she or anyone thinks about me, i just need her to know i feel, but i'm always feeling that if somehow i worked up the courage to, it would put her off and i would end the chances right there and then.
I would greatly appreciate any advice anyone of you could give me, thanks