I have been married 13 years am in the middle of a divorce, am unemployed and am in love with a married woman (the love of my life) who lives 1300 miles away from me. My marraige has been bad since 2004 (my wife had an emotional affair with a co-worker) and we have never been good ever since. I looked outside my marraige, found a girl I fell in love with 25 years ago on FaceBook, reunited and re-fell in love with her again. Got caught sending a text to the wife which was meant for my girlfriend and that's when we headed to divorce court. Three months later, I get laid off and I'm miserable. My girlfriend lives 1300 miles away and I see her every month and a half on average. That's when I had a job. I know that no one would ever recommend doing what I'm doing but I just need one person to tell me I can live through this. I miss my girl, my life is a mess and I'm not sure I'm going to make it. Help!!!!