Hey all,
So I've gotten to know this girl more then a year ago, in the first month we've seemed to get really close but nothing ever happened. Never even kissed her.
Because of this we have just become best friends. I often get to stay over at her college room for the night, we go to parties together and it seems she even talks to her parents about me. We even tell each other everything about how we're doing with the other sex (whether we're dating someone or not) She even told me about her f*** buddy who she has sex with about once a month.
Ever since I had gotten to know her I was in love with her. And I still am now, maybe even more than ever before. It hurts me so much to hear her talk about her f***buddy, like what she likes so much about him.
Her girlfriends already asked me before why nothing ever happened between us? because at some parties this particular girl even gets mad at me from time to time when I drink to much or when I'm talking to other girls. This makes me think she might like me as more than a friend. At least that's what her girlfriends told me.
I might seem desperate but I'm not, I've already had some girlfriends before but none of those relationships lasted longer than 3 months. But this girl is really different, and from time to time I really feel like she wants more as well.
My question is how do I get closer with her?
Should I tell her about my feelings for her?
Although this could ruin our friendship as well in case of rejection. What should I do?
Thanks in advance!
PS: I'm 19 years old, and still half a virgin.
She's half a year younger and not a virgin and her ****buddy is 2 years older.