I've liked this girl since I was 18 and am now 25. We were good friends for years but I never told her how I felt. I always thought I would have plenty of time and would tell her eventually, but now I think I have missed any chance of ever being with her. We haven't talked in about 4 years and I kick myself every day for not following my heart and just telling her.
I honestly think of her every single day. She is the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another person and is not comparable to any other girl I've met. I miss just talking with her and am grateful I even had the chance to meet a person as amazing as her. I feel almost like I have lost my only chance of living a happy life. Is it too late for me now? Am I obsessed? Crazy? In love? Why can't I get over her and what should I do about it?