Hi all I'm new to the forum and this is gunna sound stupid but I need some advice
I been with my boyfriend for just over 2 and a half years now. The first year was the best year of my life he was perfect in every way and we had no arguements whatsoever until I found out he lied to me about going to his ex gf's party who still fancied him at the time. I found out the hard way of her tagging him in a photo of them together hugging in a bath tub. After that I then found out he talked to his other ex and lied about it and has lied about alot more since. He hasn't lied for about half a year now but ever since he lied about them things which really hurt me I haven't been able to fully trust him and I'm now a jealous person when I wasn't at all before. I even get annoyed with him watching films with a lot of sex in them aswell cause I don't like the fact of him sitting there staring at naked girls. I've tried so hard to get over this jealousy cause it's completely ruining the relationship but I can't help it, especially since I dont like the way I look so I feel like he doesn't either.
Also he's changed a lot since I first met him aswell, he seems no where near as loving and caring as he was. He would do anyting to make me happy now all he seems to care about is himself and as long as hes happy thats all that matters to him. For example I asked him to go on a walk together or do something together and all he could say was " Walkings pathetic its stupid I dont want to" and that was the end of that. On our 2 1/2 year anniversary instead of having a nice loving day together we went on a 6 hour drive to pick a fish tank up that he could of got any day. I was happy to go cause it made him happy but when i mention that ill do anything to make him happy hell say you didnt have to come. End of. Not even trying to lok at it from my point of view. As he seems more unloving I get even more jealous if that makes sense?
Sorry for the essay lol
Thank for any help in advance.