Peace at last

[Kiwiz]

After a hard week Paula and I have decided to stay friends. It has taken me a while to accept the situation that she met someone else. At time it does hurt to know what the person you love to bits is with someone else now.
The best thing for me to do is continue with life, and of course be there for Paula as a friend and maybe near future as a boyfriend again.

Paula has finally made it clear that it isn’t Danni holding her back its actually the 2 months I’ve put her through hell which I take full responsibly for and of course I regret that. I just hope Paula hasn’t stop loving me the way I love her.
She made me so happy last night; we actually had a proper conversation near the end of the night, felt really great to see herself again. <i>Don’t loose it! lol</i>

I just hope that we could still do stuff together as friends, since we just live 5 minutes away.
I’ve just got one final thing to get over, which is Christmas need to get my head around that Paula and Danni will be together on Christmas, although I would be in Coventry but it will hurt.

My objective just now is to continue being happy and enjoying life and of course win Paula back for valentine’s day >_<

[Gigabitch]

Good. I hope you do. You sound reasonable, and I like that.

[jagmeow]

Good luck bub.