There is this girl and we have been through everything. We were friends, starting dating, kept breaking up and getting back together, hated each other, friends again, friends w/ benefits (being that whenever I stayed over that night with her brother in the middle of the night I would lie down/cuddle with her)
The thing is that I feel like she is the one for me, for some reason my heart just won't let her go and I cant get her out of my mind.
And About a year ago I wrote her a note which we used to do but I added a love letter in the note thinking she would fall for me. It didn't work and now we aren't friends she said "She needs a break from me but doesn't want to never see me again."
I've been thinking about apologizing...not even to be friends again...just to get this guilt feeling of my chest and just to set things right with one another, should I apologize.