hi everyone im 25 years old and 2 months ago i became the thhing that i have always hated,a cheater.
6 months ago,this girl and i got together,at first it wasnt so serious,until it became more and more as the months went by,i really fell for her,and i am so in love up to this point,but the problem is she is in a diff country but i promised her that we will be together forever early next year,this is a very serious relationship and we have plans of marrying and starting a family,
2 months ago i met my gradeschool crush,everything went so fast that last weekend we spent the night together,i just layed on her all my sexual frustrations from the woman i love, it felt good,but i know and feel that i really dont love her,
i felt really bad afterwards and now im thinking that i have commited something that i have grown and thought thati would never ever do. am i sick?do i need psychological attention?coz im planning to have sex with this girl again next month.am i just hurting myself?or am i just trying to relieve my sexual frustrations?