I'm feeling really down tonight. I've done a couple post about my ex. We broke up 2 months ago, we where/are living together. I'm moving out this coming weekend. He is in our place until the end of the month. He broke up with me because I kept being mean and getting angry about him not helping around the house. He was trying to get better but at the time I wasn't seeing it. I'm spending a couple days at my parents, just visiting. I haven't been home in a while. All day I've been feeling really down and just missing him.
I really feel like he is my soul mate and I want things to work out so badly. He is everything to me. I treated him badly. I feel so awful. I've told him I'm sorry but he keeps saying he needs time, which I understand. Every time I think about him not being in my life I feel so upset. I don't know what to do. I want him to see that I'm trying to change and that I want to try and make things better.
What should I do?