Hello everyone, I'm new in this forum and in fact I don't know English very much so I ask you to forgive me if I don't write properly.
The thing is that I knew this girl, she always was very nice to me, always smiling at me and looking at me all the time when we were close to each other, at that time I didn't see her like a gf or something cuz I'm 5 years older and I was after another girl, but our friendship got stronger and I began to apreciate her beauty so I began to fall in love with her, the point is that one day I made a stupid mistake, I wanted to know what would happen if I suddenly stopped talking to her, I wanted her to ask me why I was not talking to her, cuz in my stupid imagination that would be like like the definitive signal that she was interested, that day she loosened her hair when we were in the car with some other friends, she began to play with her hair, but I didn't talk to her, I didn't even look at her, when we arrived at her place she looked upset (obviously).
Four days passed, and I finally gave up, she wasn't talking to me, not even looking at me, there were no smiles, I tried to fix my mistake, I lied to her and said that I was just having some problems at school and said: "why didn't you try to talk to me instead?" she just raised her shoulders like saying "I don't know and I don't care" then i have to make a double effort to recover what I lost but finally all was "normal" again, but every now and then she stops talking to me, she has done this 4 times now in a period of 4 months, I don't know what to do, I can't go forward cuz I'm afraid that I don't like her because of the way she acts, but I can't give up either, I like her so much.
Of course there are some other interesting circumstances in this case but to put that in this space would be very complicated.
Thank you in advance for your answers, and for reading too.