I also had dreams about my first love after we broke up. But I havnt had one since Ive become comfortable with being single. I actually just had a dream last night that I met a girl at this resturant while I was there with friends, and we fell in love instantly and I was happier at that moment then I had ever been with any other girl, but then my dream kinda switched to a different setting but I hadnt gotten her name or number or anything so I couldnt find her. So maybe after the stage of dreaming about your past love, you start dreaming about future ones? lol.
The only thing that worries me about your post is that you 'repress' the depression and sadness you feel. Just make sure that you face why you are depressed and sad so you can overcome that and realize you would rather be happier and can. Because until you get over your past bf I think you will keep having these dreams.
Be true to yourself, this includes taking a step back and realizing that the best thing isnt always the easiest thing in front of you.
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