So I've been living with 2 guys for about 2 months now. One of them has been a friend of mine for awhile and the other one I hardly knew before I moved in. The second one... I'll call him P... and I are both very social, outgoing people but for some reason we don't talk to each other when we're alone at the apartment.
Last saturday though we had a party and I had way too much to drink... I don't remember how it came up exactly but I remember P telling our other roommate that he and I have oral sex twice a day.... jokingly.... and I think I remember, jokingly... being like, yeah, definitely...
So anyways people leave and the other roommate goes to bed and P and I ended up staying up talking in the living room... this is the first conversation we've had alone... and He says to me... So why don't we hook up? And I told him I didn't think that was a very good idea... and he was like, why not?... I think I gave him some reasons... like, we live together... and asked him how it was gonna work... like is this gonna be a one time thing? or are we going to do this regularly? should we tell our other roommate?... I knew I shouldn't do it... but I'm attracted to him. and I was incredibly drunk. So I did. Twice.
And then I told him he needed to go sleep in his room and not tell our other roomate what happened.
So things have been incredibly strange since. We've spoken even less than we usually do and I don't know what to do or say to make the situation less awkward.
And I guess I've realized that the reason I've been so shy around him is that I like him.
What do I do now? Help!