I first want to say that I might make some spelling mistakes cuz English is not my original laguage
And that I hate this page cuz I just wrote my whole story and it died so now I have to write it again -.-
SOOO... (Sorry little fustrated -.-) This guy I met like, more than a year ago I fell in love with him I was 14 he was 17 I fell for no reason and didn't underdstand so I waited and waited and then he got a girlfriend and I was saaadd.. D=
But ok later I fell for someone else and had a relationship for 5 months. He broke it off and I was saaadd again DX
One month later (Januari) The girlfriend of this guy broke up with him, he didn't seem to be sad at all.
Now a little more background information: There are these meeting I go to very often, I have some friends I see everytime, I don't see then any other way cuz they life far away, this guy is one of my friends I only see there, let's just call him.. Zipper.. for now XD Anyway, there was another meet in February, and Zipper was there too, and he was flirting -.- Cuddling me and putting an arm around me and stuff, and I couldn't help falling for him once again. But after that day he never spoke to me again and I thought I was mistaking and he didn't like me after all so somehow I got him out of my head. Later I got a little hind (He did a quiz that had one question ''Do you like someone'' Anwser ''Maybe, not sure'' Or something like that and I was like ''Damn you Zipper you better mean me D:<'' Anyway, he got back in my head and I just couldn't take it no more I had to see him and know what he thinks of me, so I went to another meeting. (In April) At first he treated me like a friend, witch was, fustrating.. -.- But I just bit my lip and tried to have fun, later I couldn't take it no more and just hugged him, from there it got magical, he didn't let go of me for a while and suddenly he started treating me like his girlfriend. I got hungry he bought me food, I got cold he gave me his sweater, we took the same bus to the trainstation and he was holding my hand.. a bit.. It was dark with orange street light the bus was crowed but everybody was happy and talking and cheesy music was playing (Like that old song, Everything I do.. I do it for you.. Also another bit annoying song but a love song) that ride could take forever but ended. at the station we kissed 4 minutes before I had to take my train, I couldn't be happier. But now.. a week later.. at home.. it's the same old story, not a word! I hear from Zipper, he got me on MSN, facebook, youtube, deviantart even my number but doesn't get in contact with my in anyway and I'm confused.. I don't talk to him either (Cuz guys like indepedent girls with an own life, that's what the internet says.. So I just pretend I am not completely desparate XD) I talked to Zipper one time this week, the convesation died after 10 friendly senteces. I don't understand what this means, or how I'm supposed to get him to talk to me, or at least keep a conversation going.. -.- Help meeee D=