I broke up my ex 3 months ago. It was not a long relationship however it is and will be a scar in my heart as my ex lie and cheat on me.
I met him at work. He worked for my company business partner. He approached me first then tried to win my heart then he made it. I totally trust him when he said he was still single and hadn't been in a relationship in past 2 years.
Then I found out he already had fiancee in his home country before he met me. Everything he told me was lie. His fiancee didn't know our relationship until I told her. He even talked with about our marriage and our future as if he really loved me. I don't really know why he could lie such things. I was very hurt when I knew that sometime he talked with his fiancee on the phone in front of me but I didn't know (he spoke Hindi and I didn't know Hindi). I feel like an idiot.
Now I feel better after 3 months but the questions such as "why he approached me" "did he actually love me or just play with me?" "why he could treat me like that" still stuck on my mind. It made me hurt sometime. I don't know how I can throw such questions out of my mind?