I was dating a guy about 8-10 months ago. I was really interested in him and we got along really well. About our third date we were having drinks at a local bar near his place. I only had two beers and fries so I was completely sober that night. I wasn't watching the time and realized it got really late and noticed that the transit was closed. So I decided I'd just crash at his place. Now I had no intentions on sleeping with him, I just wanted to well, SLEEP. We made out (I was fine with that) and we then went into his room to continue making out. I realized it was starting to get really intense I decided to tell him that I don't plan on having sex because I was still a virgin. He started laughing and he said thats fine and continued to make out. He started to grab onto my breasts and tried on taking my shirt off, I grabbed onto his hand and told him to stop but he said he wasn't going to do anything. So I took off my shirt. He then started to touch me down but I didn't resist. He tried going down on me but I quickly got up and said no I didn't want him to. He said because I was a virgin he wanted to teach me. And pushed me back down and then went down and again I didn't resist. But I didn't enjoy it either. We never did have actual sex but would it still be considered rape if it was just oral?
I'm dating someone else now and I agreed and wanted to have sex with him but the minute we were on the bed I got really scared/nervous. All I could think about was how shit I felt that night.