I’m not a child anymore so I will spare you the details
probably you will answer what I already know, but I have to hear it (read it) from others (several times I guess), and also I don’t have anyone who I can talk about this, and writing has always helped me,
anyway, my question is, what should I do
should I maintain a stable relation (4 years) that it’s working ok, of course that there is no sparkle anymore, but there is love and we are also good friends,
or should I go for that kind of attraction that takes your sleep (I mean, it’s 3 o clock in the morning here were I live, and I’m writing this non sense), and I don’t intend to just have some sexual amusement, I’m not that kind of guy, I always dedicated myself to the few girls that have crossed my life, I mean I would marry this new person if she wants…
just two more things, no one knows what I’m feeling (and hurting), not my girl not the new one, and please forgive my grammar, English isn’t my mother language.