You need to accept its over. She should either tell you a). Lets get back together now or b). we are never getting back together. Anything else she says other than that is stringing you along, giving you false, hope, keeping you around as a backup plan or someone to run to when she is bored, lonely or horny.
Dont be a fool for her. Forget about her now and focus on healing and moving on. I know its not easy but if she really wanted you-you would never have split up and the longer you stay stuck in limbo waiting and hoping she will come back, the more you are hurting yourself. Healing begins only when you acknowledge and accept that you deserve better, you are worth more and you are not going back to her even if she begs as the damage has already been done
You will get over her. It just takes time
"Don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer".