I should start saying that I met this girl online about two years ago and we have been great friends ever since. We are always on the same wavelength, we talk for hours and have such a good time together talking on msn. We are both 20 years old and the point is we've never met in person which makes things alot more complicated and she lives in Canada and of course that's not the only problem, somehow I think I have started to have feelings for her, this girl is like always on my mind it doesn't even matter where I go, everything reminds me of her even though I like her very much I am not so sure if she feels the same about me as she seems to be very popular she's Always surrounded by friends and I am little bit of a loner myself I don't have a great social life because I can't afford to go clubbing every single weekend, and I'm a very closed off person though I'm very opened and outgoing to this girl, whenever I'm talking to her it seems like nothing else exists to me. talking to her makes me feel really good. The problem is: we don't live in the same country and I can't really afford going up canada to meet her and even though I could I don't think she loves me really and I wanna forget her because this feeling is bothering and It's really crushing my heart. How do I forget her then? Sorry for keeping this so long but I had to take it off my chest.