She does not want you
The women who you want does not exist.
Stop pretending to be friends. You are not.
If she wants to be more then friends she is perfectly welcome to invite you for some time together
If not stop pretending something that isn't true
You are no friends and you won't become friends like this
If you think I am insulting you with my post or bashing you: You do not get the point.
I am not here to insult or bash anyone. I offer up my free time to help. Take from my post what is useful to you.
If you are angry about my post or myself, then please stop and think how that happened. Usually that is the way the brain responds if a critical belief system is challenged (its called cognitive dissonance). If you have trouble with it please answer in the thread. I will come back to you.