heart broken help

[mendlove]

I have been going from girl to girl for the last year and a half sleep with them and i dont want to see them anymore. all of sudden i feel like love doesnt exist that ive become cold and unattached when suddenly out of nowwere i met a girl that blew my mind we had a two day affair she was travelling i was to and i fell in love bad she has bfriends and cheated on him with me but i know that part wasnt easy for her but our connection was strong and it was unavoidable. im destroyed i cant have her she got her life planned with him please advice im in so much pain i know this kind of magical explosion doesnt happend every day. what do i do?

[Hooo!]

love and having a crush on someone are not the same thing

you are having a crush on her
you will have crush on others

you are suffering oneitis.
its cureable