Married male here, been married for 17 years.
Had a crush on one of wife’s friends since we first met. Never has a day gone by that I didn’t think of her in some capacity.
Three years ago she started working at the same place I do, became my best friend during work hours.
We talked a lot, work stuff family stuff etc etc...
Crush only grew stronger to the point she was always on my mind, she’s been married for past 10 years, with 2 kids.
I want her , so I decided to tell her.
Her response, she was flattered but loved her husband !
And we can remain good friends!
Bullshit.
I don’t know what she means by flattered.
I don’t want my wife anymore, I’m tired of her.
But I can’t have the one person I’ve wanted since 2001.
Feel like my life is wasted now.
Sometimes I think about suicide just to get away.