Hi guys and girls to cut a long story short here goes...
We were together 5 years im 23 she 21 got a house 2 dogs 2 cats and werr engaged have always been madly in love with each other everynight we'd talk about us about our dcatscomplimented each other and the sex was amazing its wasnt just sex it was passionate that feeling you know you were meant to find this person etc were always so happy talked about kids and marriage until she suddenly said one day she was leaving she just doesnt love me any more
A few days went by and i messaged to say take your time to clear ur head im reapecting ur descion and dont want to stress u ..no reply
A few weeks passed by with no contact until she came and sat down and explqined she had been miserable the last few weeks of us and didnt have the heart to tell me and she wanted us over i was a knife to the heart but because i love her so much and still do i acceptedithe wasnt happy and agreed to it fot her own good x
8 weeks passed and we r just starting to talk as friends again but im still so madly in love with her its killing me knowing shes out drinking with guys which i know she has already slept with 1 because her friends told me she did 3 days after we split😭
I want to be ftiend with her but 9 weeks have went by and tbh when i see her i get butterflues becausr ive missed her so much all i want is her back and no i dont miss the relationship or even the sex i miss her everything about her her blue eyes her curly dark hair even the way she scrunches her nose up when shes reading a book i want to be friends with her but i want so much more i just dont know what she feels as her friends have told me shes told them shes completly over me and so much happuer being single it just feels like after 5 years she got over me in a matter of days 😭
I know il live and all tht and ill eventually feel better but this girl isnt just a girl to me she was and honestly is my life x i feel like i dnt wanna move to even thought i know i should i just dont want ttobecqusr doing that means saying goodbye to the person i had planned my life with