that might sound a bit crazy but pls try not to judges...

[sheron]

that might sound a bit crazy but pls try not to judges... I needed to go to a seminar for 2 and a half weeks but i canceled it in the last moment (its a kinda risky seminar for a risky job) and I told my bf Im goin to Madrid with a friend for 2 and a half weeks (before the seminar started), i may sound like a ****ed up gf but i felt really bad and i thought this was the only option to take a break without drama cause our realationship is really ok recently... he tried to make a video chat but i didnt answer cause i wasnt abroad.
on the 3rd day i sent him a massage that i love him so much but i wanna be alone for a while he said have fun baby with kisses imojies and stuff.
we didnt talk for a week. i cry and miss him so much and so afraid of losing him... i know my reasons to take this break and i dont feel sorry for it... also i dont feel sorry for the way i did it but i needed to tell him before i wanna take a break.
i have a flight to berlin in 3 day im goin to call him from there and say sorry that that was unexpected
am i eating movies and overthinking about it?
i really dont know how would he respons after a week and a half with no conection. will he want to break up with me? will he be mad or dissapointed by me? or will he be chill and understand...
were together for 6 mounths... pls help me

[pcmaster]

Yeah its crazy and guy suffers because you act and think crazy.

[Hooo!]

So you love your man but need a break
So you lie to the man you love to have that break
And you are afraid he will break up with you not because you lied but because you had so little contact?

Is that correct?