My girlfriend of 2 years is atm my ex...

Here's the story:

Her first boyfriend took her virginity (raped her)

Her best friend had molested her

I met her after all this and she was open about it but I looked past tese things because I really liked her..
We had a normal (to society's standards) relationship for about a year and then all these weird things began to happen.
She was unable to have sex without having flashbacks to these bad times... I was very supportive and stood by her side
through this... but it's gotten to the point now where if I kiss her she gets freaked out...aka we can't even be close.
My birthday was June15th and we had a great time but right after it was over she broke up with me... She said noone
has ever taken her heart like I have and she loves me and she wants to get over these problems of not being able to get
close to me by not having the pressure of pleasing me in a relationship. So basically she says she wants to be with
me but she has to get better first... I want her to get better... and I've been able to trust her the entire relationship
I am basically getting at I don't think she is trying to move on to someone else... Can breaking up and then getting back
together again really make that relationship any better? Does anyone have any similar experiences with girls that
have been sexually abused by guys and had to suffer the aftereffects... I really don't deserve to be lonely right now.
I have never given my all to anyone or anything like I have this girl. I'm sooooo in love with her, I'd die for her without
even having to think about it. She is "the one." Help me by giving advice on whether I leave her alone until (if she even does)
contact me about whats going on...or talk to her about some other options we can try other than this because my heart is breaking
not being able to see/talk/anything from her... I'm being as strong as I can but missing someone builds up for me every day I go without seeing her
to the point that I am having anxiety attacks about it.

the worst part is not losing the girlfriend but losing the best friend.

Give me her number, I'll go out with her for a bit, get her to like me, then I'll dump her sorry arse, make her cry, film it and give it to you.

Stay away from the alcohol, it's a depressant, it'll only make shit worse.