Hello, i am (as always) a little confused. I am dating a girl who is great, she is almost everything i have wanted in partner, and i dont think there are many women out there that are better than her, not many at all.
But i want to do more things in my life. Im 19, i want to get wasted and have one night stands, I want to have a gf from Europe, i want one from South America. I want to go on vacation meet a girl go out and have a great time. I want to go out dancing get high and flirt with a girl at the club. I want to live a little.
But i dont feel I can justify breaking up with the current gf. Im not ready to move on for marriage (not by a long shot), but i just feel horrible thinknig about this. She hasnt done anything wrong. We hang out and we are happy. But there are more things i want to do. To make matters worse next year she is moving in with some of my other female friends and i dont want things to be awkward.
What do you think i should do?